It's More Than A Smile

When I tell you on so many levels I would not find a moment that I can ever recall smiling this hard and NOT hiding my smile. Truth be told I had a Ms. Celie complex. I would definitely hide my smile. Its like I almost thought I didn't deserve to smile freely. I dont think I thought myself to be ugly. Yet I know what I had been through, the ugly parts of my life I had created. When I was stuck on doing it my way.

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When I look at myself and hold myself accountable. Quite a many times my drama was caused...my confusion was caused by me not tapping in with God and asking him if thats what i should even be dealing with. Yeah, coping with dealing with people on the physical level is just as wearing as it is in the spiritual. SIGH

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I guess Im just proud of me for realizing that not only have I been on the right track all the time. My self made detours were delays never denials. Can you stop and be honest with yourself and ask, "Lordt show me when I was a road block in the journey of my life. Especially when I had the gumpsha to say I was giving you the wheel"?

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Trust and believe, when you ask God to high beam your bs, you will be held accountable to repent and forgive yourself. Then work on it not being a problem in your life again, immediately. My God is and will always be an on-time presence, not just in my times of trouble. Yet, moreso in my times of being open hearted, not open minded. Im just saying, my eyes are on the hills as well as I'm tilling the seeds that I am always blessed with.

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I stand with you Queen as you become empowered in the grace of God and the refreshing of your mind with each season of growth! Remember to just BREATHE first and foremost. You cant tap in if you stop the breath of God to blow through you!

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